Nå rulle me i lag mot ein nye dag

Vært hos mormor nå.. Mormor gråt, det var vondt å se ho gråte.. Kan ikke huske om jeg noen gang har sett ho gråte. Samtidig spilte de likså godt "Den finast eg veit" på radio, noe som passa ufattelig bra. Like etter spilte de denne geniale sangen, lyrics under..



She’s really pretty now isn’t she?
Is she the kind every other girl would love to be?
You really like her I know you do
You’ve got her lipstick kissing marks all over you

I know I’m crazy I know I am
I should be locked up considering the state I’m in
I’m boiling rabbits like every day
And come to think about it you should throw the key away

I know I’m overreacting a bit
But I’m jealous ’cause I love you and I’m sorry if I choke you
But I’m trying really hard to to become that girl I know you want me to be
But I’m jealous; I don’t mean to I just fail every time when I see you
I hope you’re not mad I’m just jealous ’cause I love you

You’ve really had it I’m onto you
You don’t ignore all my flaws the way you used to
I’ve got a feeling the end is near
Is that the sound of the breaking of my heart I hear?

‘Cause I just know it you’re leaving me
It’s in the tone of your voice when you’re accusing me
Of suffocating and killing you
With all my threats of my painting you in black and blue

I know I’m overreacting a bit
But I’m jealous ’cause I love you and I’m sorry if I choke you
But I’m trying really hard to to become that girl I know you want me to be
But I’m jealous; I don’t mean to I just fail every time when I see you
I hope you’re not mad I’m just jealous ’cause I love you

And now I’m standing here feeling so bad and picking flowers from my backyard
And tearing all the stupid tulips apart he loves me not he loves me lots

Do you have to be so flirty he eyes up every girl under thirty
It’s making me mad and I’m just jealous ’cause I love

But I’m jealous ’cause I love you and I’m sorry if I choke you
But I’m trying really hard to to become that girl I know you want me to be
But I’m jealous; I don’t mean to I just fail every time when I see you
I hope you’re not mad I’m just jealous ’cause I love you

Hurra for sanger.
Foruten om det går jeg konstant rundt, redd og nervøs. Jeg orker ikke mat, og har gått ned ytteligere 1 kg så veier 4 kg mindre enn hva jeg vanligvis veier. Folka mine sier jeg må passe på meg selv.. Men jeg har en i familien med psykiske problemer, og jeg får ikke gjort noe og jeg hater det :-/ Jeg har venner som trenger at jeg stiller opp, men føler jeg ikke klarer å strekke til, jeg er så sliten! :S Så sier de at jeg ikke må det, at jeg må huske å passe på meg selv, ikke glemme meg. Men jeg orker ikke. Jeg driter i meg.

Jeg tror jeg hadde trengt at du var her. At vi bare kunne snakka fredlig sammen om alt mulig. Det hadde vært godt.. At du en dag plutselig bare stod her. Men jeg er en stor idiot, så kan egentlig bare gå å legge meg.

Gleder meg sykt til Kevin kommer i kveld da.